I’m back, this time attempting to actually blog like I used to rather than solely act like an idiot for some cheap laughs.
I remember when I used to write more than one sentence posts on here, and took this website seriously. I had a fairly organized blog and people enjoyed it. As time went on there was a fine line where I realized the mediocrity of Tumblr, and how it was full of tryhard teenagers that did everything it took to become “Tumblr Famous”. Kids that were just note and attention craving, or trying too hard to hop on the latest meme and attempt to be funny. Trying to spit game over the internet. Stupid shit like that.
I felt resentment and didn’t take Tumblr seriously at all, and got rid of my old blog without hesitation. I made a new one and started to become offensive and hateful towards those types of users. I thought it was hilarious, and people had their share of laughs. But if you think about it, it’s just as bad as if I were one of those tryhard kids. It’s not really positive thinking to put down something or someone, because that’s judging, and I really have no right to judge. I don’t think anyone does.
I thought it over, and I remember when I first started using Tumblr, it was very enjoyable and innocent to a degree. I wasn’t using offensive humor to make people laugh, and people agreed with whatever I wrote about. I made a lot of acquaintances and people admired me. It was just a cool experience and I’d like to go back to the old times.
In terms of the users, this website had changed drastically over this year. But I know that there are people that would want me to go back to my old ways of blogging. I would rather appeal to them because that was the time I was the most respectful and I had the most fun.
So what can you expect from me now? More writing, definitely. I’ll try to get out my thoughts rather than linger on and never write anything, I had trouble with that in the past. I’ll also start posting my artwork again, because I loved sharing my work with people and getting positive feedback. And of course I’ll still joke around a lot, I’ll just have to use cleaner humor this time.
Thank you for reading this long post of mine and stopping by! I feel silly for sharing my views about Tumblr and making it seem like a big deal, because after all it’s just a website. But it does have some value to me and I’d like to start fresh, I feel like I could have fun again. :)